🎜City Lights🎝

Dear former Best Friend, 
You made me feel like shit for such a long time... i know what i did was wrong some might say unforgivable. but what hurt the most was when you said of all people you never thought i would betray you like that,  but did you ever once think i was just trying to help you? did you know the path you were Headed down? you didn't see it i did thought, and it sacred the shit out of  me i didn't want this person who i called one of my best Friends going down that path, and yes i do blame myself for some of the stuff you did. but now after so many years later when you cross my mind now and again i think that maybe the way i approached everything could  have been done differently. and thinking back on it i shouldn't have done that it was never my place to rat you out like that, and i can say with complete honesty I'm so very sorry. my intentions were never to hurt you or betray you, i was just trying to help. but i see it now i didn't help i know that. maybe one day you'll come across this i  and know my intentions were never to hurt you, i was only trying to help..  maybe one day you'll even find it in your heart to forgive me. until then I'll be here lost in all of the city lights.


                            Sincerely, 
                              Me